tranquil pleasures - a day before christmas

An artistic squiggle
A toddler’s giggle
It’s a warm glow inside

The sky at dawn
A baby being born
Its that feeling of deep joy

A sparkling waterfall
A crisp cuckoo’s call
It’s a lightness in your life.


Only beauty abounds
No discordant sounds
It’s a knowing you are free.

because of boring looooong holidaaaaaay
and we're sick enough to sleep and eat all day long like a pig,
with a good friend of mine,
we were planned to going out and took some pictures

these pictures was taken a day before christmas, in 24th 
I love the place we chose, a tranquil woods that I can even took a nap without any pillows

I enjoyed and appreciate every captures, 
because he captured with passion not only by skills.
even I'm not a good object, he made me looked good enough in these pictures 

a good pictures is the one that contain memories in it

and captured with heart.

Bittersweet

"you see, the thing is... we didn't chose love, love chose us" - Alice Bells

we never chose whom we fall in love, all the thing is just like...its all happened 

its never according to anyone plans.

i hate fall in love.

i hate when I started act stupid even I only heard his voice.

but then....

this is the thing I hate the most, when I should stop..


even my heart keeps yearning she can't stops.


I can't believe I finally taste the feeling like this.

its like something I only read from books or watch from the movies...

become real.


I'm only a human.

unexpectedly and of course undesirable... I fell for someone.

I'm only a human.

now I'm sad, I'm broken, I'm upset.

and I no longer able to hide.


Hurt is inevitable that sometimes I have to deal with.

and now I will.




I learned to accept the truth.


and I'm learning to feel the pain....

mid month, mid test

been really busy and stressful cause of mid test in the middle of this month

it just over last Thursday, and i was like ... 'oh God i need holiday'

yeah I got holiday. ONE day off. and weekend.

and i was use that three days off as well as possible. 

i cut my hair, which i really want to do it since 2 weeks ago but i just don't find the time

went shopping with my mom,

hang out with my family,

and.... lay in bed until mid day doing nothing

its been a really good days off




ohh,.... and I want to show something

its for my mid test's aplikom actually, i have to designed magazine cover. 

and I chose Christmas theme because Christmas is on the top 5 events I like, and I can't wait any longer for Christmas :)

I have just done this design on 9:30 PM then suddenly a message came up from my phone which is my college friend, told me that we have to use the magazine title's template from the lecturer which already been sent to facebook's group. 

what. 


the.

hell.

and actually i was doing this by Photoshop. 


the lecturer just told us to do that by InDesign and we have to collect the .indd file. not just the print out.

just right after i've done this.

another what the hell.

fortunately i made this in time. here it is 

i don't like the template so damn much

재미있는 일

we spent a day together


there were nothing special

we only want to talk and share stories from college

it was really fun, we had good laughs, good foods and coffees

thankyou for today,

i collect today as one of my happy memories

my duck face kkk

my smallest friend, Aimee
she looks like 15 even she's already 17 kkk

many people said we're look like the real couple XD

:)

Ronald and Aimee

my friend who's very brilliant in designing

looks cool...
but wait until you see the next photo

lmao.
my fav photo of today

our alay pose lol

What you Imagine, What It Will Be

pikachu's tail

onion 

so u know what i imagine when drawing these hahahaha

actually i thinking of bolt instead of pikachu's tail. but it look like it's!


well, nirmana means immateriality, still.
so its up to you to thinking what these drawing look like. 


hahaha

Anime Review : The World God Only Knows (Kami Nomi Zo Shiru Sekai)

i have wrote much about this, but i suddenly press the refresh button, seriously!

OMG i like this anime so much! very interesting and funny.

unfortunately the season 3 haven't release yet. I only downloaded 2 season. 



its about a guy who loves girls, his name is Katsuragi Keima.


unfortunately he's not into the real girls, he loves 2D girls (from games). he already have conquered around 10.000 girls from dating sims. no wonder, he always been found holding his PFP (look alike white PSP for me). he play games EVERYTIME. while studying in classroom, while swimming in P.E (sport class), while bathing, eating, etc. by that he proudly called himself as god of conquest. and he's famous in the world of gamers. many gamers ask him for advices. 


one day, he got mysterious mail from "Dokuro Skull" (Keima doesn't have hand phone, he received and sent mails by his PFP) asking Keima would he clear a girl for him. obviously, he accepted. 
once he replied "yes", the gigantic wind appears, blows him and a girl falling gently. 

she's a demon who came to earth for recapturing loose souls who escaped from hell. loose souls plant themselves in the emptiness heart of girls. that only could get out by replacing their emptiness heart with love. so this demon girl will need human to do this for her. 


Keima, wasn't realize at all he just did contract with this demon-girl. 
of course, at the first Keima as a hardcore gamer, refused to do that for the demon girl, he won't have enough time for playing he thought. but, she said, the hell's contract is very strict, once Keima decline or run away from the contract, the collar around his neck (which he got right after the demon appeared) will cut his head off. and if Keima dies, so does the demon girl.

her name is Elucia de Lut Ima, Elsie. 

she's my favorite character
I kind of addicted to the dubber of Elshi, she has VERY CUTE voice
especially when she said "...ano.... eto~" (umm... err...)
or when she call Keima "Kami nii-sama!" (divine brother)
and when she said "sobosha~" (firetruck, i dont know how to write the japanese haha)

by her cuteness, she doesn't look like demon at all, except all the skull things she had. she said her age is about 300 years old, but she looks like 17 and act like 5. she abnormally fonds by firetrucks -.-"


then, Keima and Elsie start looking for loose souls. the only way to get them out is make the girls who had emptiness in their heart falling in love with Keima, and kiss him. (how lucky this dweeb)

the funniest part of Elsie is when she tried hard to understand why Keima loves games so much. she asked Keima to taught her about games, and then go bought a first edition game "Love Tears" for Keima so that Keima could attend games fair. by what Keima taught, "the most expensive the better", Elsie just about to buy the right game price $15.00, but then she saw another game with same title, same cover price $30.00, she then buy the expensive one. but its an anime version of that game! LMAOOO... 


as you could see.... Keima is surrounded by cute girls, but he only loves 2D girls.... and his PFP. 


at first i thought he WON'T able to deal with the real girls. but seriously, I even melted by how he treat the girls. he looks like real cassanova even he only learnt all of it from the games!! 

EGOIST - Departures

my favorite song in Showtime. 

I don't know it has a very deep meaning TAT feels like going to cry by read the translation. 

mou anata kara aisareru koto mo
hitsuyou to sareru koto mo nai
soshite watashi ha kou shite hitoribocchi de

I’m no longer loved by you,
I’m no longer needed by you.
And thus, just like this…I’m alone…

ano toki anata ha nante itta no?
todokanai kotoba ha chuu wo mau
wakatteru noni kyou mo shiteshimau
kanawanu negai goto wo

What was it that you said back then?
Those words which didn’t reach me now dance in the heavens.
Although I know it very well, I continue
to make a wish that will never come true.

hanasanaide
gyutto te wo nigitteite
anata to futari tsudzuku to itte
tsunaida sono te ha atatakakute
yasashikatta

Don’t let go…
hold my hand tight…
say we’ll continue being together…
our held hands used to be so warm
and so tender.

anata ha itsumo sou yatte
watashi wo okorasete saigo ni nakasunda
dakedo ato ni natte
gomen ne tte iu
sono kao suki datta

You were always like that,
making me angry and in the end, making me cry.
But afterwards
you would apologize…
I loved your face while doing so.

hanasanaide
gyutto sou omoikkiri
anata no ude no naka ni itai
futari de odeko wo awasenagara
nemuru no

Don’t let go…
hold me with all your might…
I want to stay in your arms…
I want us to sleep with our foreheads
together.

mou nido to ha aenai tte koto wo shitteta no?

Did you know we would never see each other again?

hanasanaide
gyutto anata ga suki
mou ichido datte warattekurenai no
anata no nukumori ga kiechau mae ni
dakishimete

Don’t let go…
hold tightly, I love you…
You will not smile for me ever again…
so before your warmth disappears,
hold me in your arms.

cr : deciphered melody

"I want to stay in your arms…
I want us to sleep with our foreheads
together....."

seriously this song ....