Bittersweet

"you see, the thing is... we didn't chose love, love chose us" - Alice Bells

we never chose whom we fall in love, all the thing is just like...its all happened 

its never according to anyone plans.

i hate fall in love.

i hate when I started act stupid even I only heard his voice.

but then....

this is the thing I hate the most, when I should stop..


even my heart keeps yearning she can't stops.


I can't believe I finally taste the feeling like this.

its like something I only read from books or watch from the movies...

become real.


I'm only a human.

unexpectedly and of course undesirable... I fell for someone.

I'm only a human.

now I'm sad, I'm broken, I'm upset.

and I no longer able to hide.


Hurt is inevitable that sometimes I have to deal with.

and now I will.




I learned to accept the truth.


and I'm learning to feel the pain....