This Week...

credit in photo, via 예성수니봇 Korean Cloud

I’m having a hard week...

It’s not stressing nor hectic.

I got surprising and heartbreaking news... Yesung will going to enlistment military this year. No, that's not hurting me, I know it's a duty for Korean guys to join military service, nothing I could do with that.

What hurt me most is... Yesung maybe won't join the rest of SS5 World Tour...

The exact time is still unknown, he maybe do not know himself. He will join public service due to his health issue, means it will be sudden because once he receives the letter he must go. 

As far as i know the public service is different with military service.

Military service is scheduled and somehow i thought it can be postponed, since Leeteuk said he won't join SS4 World Tour (he said that in SS4 Seoul) then suddenly he joined all of them and after finished the World Tour last December he joined military service, and public service schedule is unknown and sudden. (just like Heechul, who suddenly disappeared)

Two years of missing will begin soon...  That's why I'm dying to watch SS5 INA... to see him in person... to saying goodbye... for a while.

But what can I do if he already said he maybe won't join the rest of World Tour.

What can I do if he got the letter before SS5 INA. 

Last SS5 Seoul he said : "Even though i'm not there, please take care of the SJ members and please remember me too"

It's like he ALREADY said goodbye and rumor said he won't join SS5 Tokyo.

I don't know what to feel anymore.

 

My long holiday just ended, school has already began 3weeks ago.
Instead of having a good time there, i'm having quite a hard time.
Not really a big problems, but it's distracting. I have two friends that used to get along together, they're having a quarrel and now they stay away from each other.
Since I used to hang out with both of them, its really awkward seeing them just like that.
And its really really awkward to be in neutral side.
Well, people changes...

I'm already in second semester now, and the tasks, the assignments, and homeworks overflowing like crazy. I like drawing, even I love it. But not this much!
Having drawing tasks and have to draw 5 pictures every weeks is kinda.... CRAZY.
I don't know its just me having a hard time... or my body just don't feels good lately.. or I just... tired.