wish me luck

I started college three days ago

A tiring days indeed, but I hope ill get used to this soon! (i lost a kilogram again haha)


Actually I really like my college, it located in the highland and the views are really nice, it has lots of trees so I feels like in the mild forest and even sometimes I have to walk upstairs to level 7, i really enjoy the views from there, its like going on vacation everyday ^^

I really want to take some pictures of it, but I don't like to bring my camera if I don't really need it.


Oh, I only enjoyed the views.




The lecturers are quite.... well... they're really different from high school's teachers.

I can't be late submitting my homeworks to them, or they won't take it. Even if I only late for 30 minutes.

What a rude world for designers.

And because I haven't got many homeworks to do, I guess I still enjoying it. I don't know what will I say if I got bundle of homeworks. haha..



Well, I hope my spirits will stay still until the end hahahaha

and i WILL graduate 4 years later! :) 

Happy Birthday, mijn liefde

생일 축하 당신을 내 특별 한

billions people sending birthday wishes to you, 

i won't put my hope too high you'll read this


but still, I want to celebrate your birthday by write this post

you are such a special blessings to me 

you made my days seems brighter and colorful


miles and miles and miles apart,

 although you're so far you’ve touched my heart.
 
your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,


seem to shorten every mile

I can feel you so close to me

 Happy Birthday to the brightest star in my life!

may beauty and happiness surround you today and beyond ^^

P.S : actually ELF and clouds are trying to made #BirthdayInYesung and #SPYesungDay as

trending twitter, unfortunately they're reported as spam :( i like those hashtags, to be honest. :(

twinged memoir

what an accident today


taught me to not become this foolish anymore

I maybe forget someday, but I won't forgive forever

just rotten in hell.

irresistible desire

everything lost its colors once I knew you

I only could feel you 

your voice thrilling my soul

your smile paralyzing my nerves

its like...

i'm happy enough to loving you

... 

only you.

deepest inside me feels that i don't need any guy but you

you bewitched me indeed

how to break your spell?

New Addicting Stuff

just got a black Dell Streak 5" from mom, it using android program


and...
O...

M...

G...

i'm addicted to this thing

like i can't left a minute without it 


i like to play Smurf's Village and Pimple Popper! hahahaha 

and i like to open twitter from it, simpler and easier than blackberry

and... i'm addicted to Instagram >.<

and OMG ... its kakaotalk looks cuter and have lot adds on it!

it works better on android than blackberry

i even could add 'plus friend' like SMTOWN, Super Junior etc who gave me many news about K-Pop



college start soon and i should reduce this addiction ._. 

Anime : Fruits Basket

the best anime i ever seen! :)


it has GOOD story, GOOD moral value, GOOD characters

even its really an old anime, i don't really know when it released, but I know its an old anime

for the low quality videos I got

actually I just bought it for the long holiday 

at first it focused about a sweet (but a little bit stupid) 16 year old girl, named Tohru Honda

her mother just passed away on car accident, and she had to live alone 

actually she can lived with her grandfather, but he should built a new room first so Tohru can live there, and Tohru finally built a tent in a forest

later she finds out the land Tohru is staying on belongs to Sohma family, and Yuki Souma is the most popular guy in the school (i like him the most!)

and he offered Tohru to stay at his house, as a new housekeeper
Tohru agrees, because there was a landslide that broke her tent

by the accident, Tohru also found out that 13 members of Sohma family were cursed

they will turn to animals (13 chinese zodiacs : dog, cat, rat, tiger, cow, rabbit, dragon, snake,  horse, sheep, monkey, rooster, and boar) when hugged or embraced by opposite sex. 

actuallly the chinese zodiacs only had 12 animals, 
there's an ancient old story told cat was a part of chinese zodiacs
when the God invited all animals to the special banquet,
rat told cat that the banquet will held on the another day

the cat aslept and wasn't come to that banquet

that's why he isn't included as the chinese zodiacs

Tohru quickly getting close to this family, and they also treat Tohru dearly

Tohru struggle to keep their secrets, also protect them to not get caught by other people. But... there's one person who really hate her ... a person from Sohma Family...


okay then, you should watch it by yourself to find out who is him... and why he hate a very nice and sweet girl like Tohru :)

i learned from this, that I should be a strong person even i'm a girl

i should look on the bright side or positive side in everything, like what Tohru always did. despite the attitude everyone else's to her, she always show kindness.

the rat is Yuki Sohma and the cat is Kyo Sohma :)

hectic days

there's something called PTMB (Pembekalan Terpadu Mahasiswa Baru) in Indonesia, or you could say its something like the orientation for new collegers

seriously ...

its tiring, and i even lost 1 kilogram in 3 days! 


because I got many assignments to do, i should say at the beginning I thought all i've done are unimportant and such a waste of money

i should made a wayang outfit from 3mm duplex 


and made a creative 120 pages book (something like portfolio)


many papers to made, etc etc

the disciplinary committees are really scary, they yelled at us madly almost every time

no i'm not scared at all, i'm just annoyed of how they yelling at us, their juniors

its like they're living on the jungle, and its like we're all deaf people

but even I really hate them... I won't gave up and i done all the tasks perfectly 

to show them I am not an useless spoiled brat

that I can do something, and I deserve majored in Visual Communication Design.



in the end ... they're quite nice. they even could smile, shake our hands and encourage us.

and I knew... all the crazy assignments they gave to us are not just an empty meaningless tasks 

that we should prepared for much more tasks to do ahead, and as designers we should discipline in time

that's why they mad and gave us punishments if we haven't finished our works yet

or coming late

its all had the meanings, that they just want to taught and prepared us for a tougher battle once we enter the college




well, at least I got many things to learn

that I can't become an anti-social even i want to, I can't become this careless anymore to others


I should treat my new friends as a family of mine

that I should always do my works on time, even I can't get enough sleep

that my works worth as my soul




welcome, panda eyes! i'm ready to see you soon thank to them.

Foods Pleasure: Sushi Tei

personally I thought Sushi Tei serve the best sushi in Indonesia 

i kind of addicted to its Salmon Sashimi and Yukimi Daifuku 


unfortunately when I got there on the 3rd time to taste my first sashimi I wasn't bring SLR with me, so I haven't got its picture yet, I only have it on my blackberry. 


I never like low quality of pictures, especially blackberry have this low quality of camera

ah, there's no Sushi Tei on my city, so I should go to Jakarta first to enjoy it 

and I only go there when i got holiday

happiness in every bites, 
yukimi daifuku

caviar and cucumber, also crab meat

inari sushi, japan rice inside the sweet tofu skin

sushi troops! haha

hahaha, they realize that I took a pic, and they gave me a smile :)
its one of my favorite, their open kitchen

salmon with cheese

잃어버린 친구

당신은 항상 거기있을 말했다



우리가 끝나지 않을 것이라고 말했다



너무 늦게 나를 깨닫기에



난 그저 어리석다고

Only You : A Song for ELF

3 days ago SJ release their repackaged (C version)

and there's 4 new songs


they're all beautiful

but here is my favorite one, 

Only You

the composer and the lyrics writer is Park Jung Soo


or he well known as Leeteuk ('teuk' means special)


yes, he is the most special in ELF's heart

a perfect leader for 14 boys


he will going out for enlistment military soon, 

and he wrote this song to his ELF

so, ELF got 2 songs in this 6th album:

From You, and Only You

they are so sweet,

ELF are the luckiest girls to be loved by 15 superman

(although only 10 men join in this album, i still counted the 5 others as SJ :))

내 말 들어 줄래 아무 말도 하지 말고 나 사실은 너무나 불안해
네가 없는 하루 어떻게 견딜지 정말 몰라
우리 끝이 아니라는걸 알아
내가 없는 빈자리에 혼자 아파 울지는 마

*내 맘속에 오직 너 네 맘속에 오직 나
서로 닮아가는 모습이 사랑에 빠져 있다는 것
같은 하늘 다른 곳 우린 잠시 떨어져
지금 이 순간 영원히 잊지 말고 기억해

내게 보여줬던 네 사랑을 기억할게 그 누구도 대신할 수 없는
단 하나의 사랑 내 가슴 깊이 널 담아 둘래
오래 기다리게 해서 미안해
내 평생에 하나뿐인 너는 정말 특별한 걸


*내 맘속에 오직 너 네 맘속에 오직 나
서로 닮아가는 모습이 사랑에 빠져 있다는 것
같은 하늘 다른 곳 우린 잠시 떨어져
지금 이 순간 영원히 잊지 말고 기억해

사실 너도 알지 너 그래 난 너 아니면 안 돼 너도 나 아니면 안 돼
네 생각에 찢어지는 가슴 깊어지는 한숨 누가 그래 차츰 차츰 나아질 거란 말 뿐
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 너 듣지 못해도 미안해 미안해 미안해 후회스럽게도
 F.O.R.E.V.E.R. 네 손 잡을게 첫 눈에 꽂힌 그날처럼 우리 사이 새로 고침

Be my love. (I) Need you, girl. 오직 내게는 너뿐이야 너도 알잖아
차가운 바람이 불어오면 손끝에 스치는 그 느낌이 네 곁에 늘 있는 걸

내 손 잡아주던 너 발 맞추어 걷던 나
다시 너를 만날 그날엔 네 두 손 놓지 않을 거야

*내 맘속에 오직 너 네 맘속에 오직 나
서로 닮아가는 모습이 사랑에 빠져 있다는 것
같은 하늘 다른 곳 우린 잠시 떨어져
지금 이 순간 영원히 잊지 말고 기억해

Translation: 

Can you listen to my words, don't say anything yet
Actually I'm so insecure, without you how do I live each day?
I know you haven't ended yet,
But don't cry over the empty space that I left

My heart only has you, your heart only has me.
Similar sentiments, the proof of our love
The same sky, different place.
We're separated for now
for this instant, something to never forget
Please remember

I will remember the love you gave me
No one can take over you
That only love, I will keep in the bottom of my heart
Making you wait so long, I'm sorry
In my life only you are most special

My heart only has you, your heart only has me.
Similar sentiments, the proof of our love
The same sky, different place.
We're separated for now
for this instant, something to never forget
Please remember

Actually you understand right
Without you i can't live, without me you can't live
An almost torn heart, take a deep breath
Who said that hurt will slowly heal is empty words
I love you, I love you, I love you, even if you can't hear
Sorry Sorry Sorry I have regrets
F.O.R.E.V.E.R I will hold your hand tight
Just like when we first met, we will be back together

Be my love, I need you girl.
To me there is only you, you know that right
the sharpness of cold wind, like it's beating me to be by your side

The you that grasps my hand
The you that follows my steps
Until the day that we meet again, I won't let go of your hand

My heart only has you, your heart only has me.
Similar sentiments, the proof of our love
The same sky, different place.
We're separated for now
for this instant, something to never forget
Please remember

i stoned when i listen to this song
its very beautiful
and suddenly... the tears flowing like a niagara falls

how come they love us that much

thanks Super Junior... for being a perfect boyfriends to ELF


cr: ELF_thoughts

SUJUalltheway05

High School

what a boring yesterday 

i got fever, and should stay on the bed for the day til night

super duper boring and painful

i can't play my laptop or check my bb

i even can't get up from my bed

seriously a bad day

thank God i'm better today 

and I even able to go to my highschool to take care some of my certificate 

being there

made me reminds of those good memories

i always happy to go to school

i barely got problems,

i have many good friends

the things i hate are homeworks and some boring lessons

but most of all, i like high school

ever since beginning i thought :

'i don't want this end soon'

and now my long holidays going to end

i'll enter the college life on august 11

still, i'm not willing to go there

college seems very very creepy place

where we can't trust anyone

where we can't consider our lecturer as our parents

where we should honor individualities

its all total different to high school

Artuie

finally someone solve my username's meaning (haha)

artui3 is my twitter's username

and artuie is my game online's username

almost all of my game online ID using this name

(Ran Online, Seal Online, Showtime, Eden Eternal... etc)

ART refers to Art of Voice

(Kim Jong Woon's nickname

he got this nickname because of his amazing voice)

ui (의) means 'ownership' in korean

so the meaning of artuie is.. i am Kim Jong Woon's 

i am his :)

but in my twitter's username it means Kim Jong Woon's 3

or ... Kim Jong Woon is mine :)

i'm quite surprise that someone could get what's the meaning CORRECTLY

since someone finally get the meaning, i decide to post it hahaha

the other people guess ART is refers to seni

well, actually i love them both

i love my Art of Voice, and also Art 

i've trapped

he entered my heart once I knew him

when he move, i can't lost sight in him

i can't blink just for a second 

or i lost the moments

when he spoke, my world is his

i can't find place to stepped on


everything around me seems black and white

only me. and him.

it just a tiny bud from the first

but then it growing day by day

until i can't find any reasons to stop loving him

i've trapped

i can't find a way back 

to my normal self, to my self before i knew him

loving him is like breathing

i'll die once  i stopped 

and i can't find why i should

I'm thinking, 

i don't want to marry anyone unless its him

i can't help it

my heart chose him

he's a perfection walking on the earth 

he's the precious one in my eyes



i know i am stupid to love someone too good for me

i breathe his name, and he don't even know mine

i can't stop

i don't even want to try 

"네가 없는 하루 어떻게 견딜지 정말 몰라?

내 평생에 하나뿐인 너는 정말 특별한 걸"

- without you how do I live the day?

in my life only you are the most special-

Wedding : Erika & Jovano

on July 30th, there was my cousin's wedding 


there wasn't a big party or anything else,

it just at church,

and then we're going to seafood restaurant to celebrate this with bride&groom's family

here some of photos i've taken 

the bride

i wish your marriage last forever, cousins!

why Mosaic

why Mosaic?

It simply because my first dog's name, her name is : Cindy Mosaic

i wasn't bought her, someone give her to me when she was 4, now she's 8. 

and she meant world to me

that's why when I thought what name should I given to this photoworks, I decided to use her name

as my reminiscence of her

she can't live forever in this world

but she'll live in my heart and mind, forever